It's all new

It's the first day of my new life. Of my new "thin" life. After these holidays I feel super fat. But yesterday, thank god something was wrong with my stummick, so I didn't eat, just a little. I can't wait to get back to the city, to get away from my parents house. Here it's hard to be friends with my lovelies - ana and mia. But once I get back, I am gonna fast. I will try to at least.
And my crazy lifestyle will start once again. Cause after I broke up with my boyfriend (yes, I am bisexual) I couldn't get over it and I was just sitting alone and suffering. And when I suffer, I eat, so there's no wonder I gained some kilos. So, now I am officialy not thinking about him anymore. But his place must be filled with someone. So you can call me a whore if you like that, but I am gonna go out there and have some fun. And to offers I used to say 'no' to, I am gonna say 'yes'!
I don't actualy know if you want to hear about these things. Should I just write about my battle with my weight or should I write about my crazy adventures too? I can't write about these things in my primary blog, but I sure can on this. But the question is: Do you want to hear about it? Just let me know.
Now I am gonna go and read a book, trying not to think about any kind of food. I'll better make some tea. Writing this down really helps me, I will be strong. And I hope you will be too.